Scared For Life!

Today was the worst day of my life. Everything went wrong. Since the moment I woke up late, I didn’t have time to get ready till the afternon.

My day started off, by us getting divided into groups, I didn’t like this how in the world was I going to be separated from my friends? This was already like living in hell, next we had to go on a fricken 10 hour drive until we got to our final destination.

Once there we played with the kids, I picked the volleyball activity. I imagined it so differently, as we played the guys weren’t aware there were girls playing or at least it didn’t seem like they cared, for they smashed a ball right in my nose. I felt my nose break, I thought omg my beautiful nose is now destroyed. As I uncovered my face I looked for the blood. This was the worst pain I had ever felt in my whole entire life!

Next we did sac racing. I was up first, as I started to go really fast, I couldn’t control myself and I fell face first to the ground. It was so embarrassing, the whole world was watching me, I didn’t feel the pain until I was up. I looked down and my pants were all covered in disgusting dirt, so were my hands. I couldn’t feel my knee, yet I was afraid to look at it, what if something strange happened to it and it wasn’t there? I was really scared, my school pants had a puddle of blood on them, I thought I was going to faint. Why did this only have to happen to me?

For the rest of the day, I felt my knee really awkward, I became scared, what if I broke it? I am not used to pain, this feeling is so weird! When we got to the school, I immediately went to the nurse, she said it might just be a bruise but if it hurt that bad to get it looked by a doctor. A doctor!! Omg no way, a doctor is some serious stuff. Was my knee going to fall off or bend backwards and do something really weird, at least it felt like it.

Afterschool I had a volleyball game, I didn’t know if to play or not. I really wanted to play, but my knee really hurt and what if I seriously injured it more. Wait can it get any more injured? As I walked up the hill from my house to the school, I whinnied ever second, I just couldn’t handle it. My knee was killing me! Then I had to walk up the millions of stairs to the gym. Every stair I went up, I almost cried and looked like a retard who didn’t know how to walk, more like an alien. I looked like a wired species, between my cries and my faces and my way of walking.

Obviously, I got there late, the coach bitched at me without even asking what had happened to me. I was heartbroken all the effort I did for her to come and scream at me that way. I felt useless and like a piece of shit. I wanted to be anywhere but there. Then she made me play, I really didn’t want to play my knee hurt like hell, but I was scared of her yelling at me that I just ignored the pain. Even if my knee was hanging I wasn’t going to say anything, I had enough of her and I knew she wouldn’t care. MY knee keeps getting worst and worst, what if they have to amputate it or something? I have a huge ball, which looks like its going to explode of my knee anytime soon. My knee looks really deformed and it probably going to turn black, it already purple and really infected! Will I have to get operated, it hurts that bad! OUCH!

This only happens to me! Why does life have to be so unfair?